In reply to Michael Morrell:
I am not nearly hard enough on myself as I should be... believe me! I am actually very happy with my season knowing my current limitations (this could be a thread of its own but in no order and non exhaustively):
1. lazy
2. lazy
3. weak.
4. lazy.
5. fatherhood (but I still sort of like my children...sometimes)
6. work tired (my job seems to fry my head more than it used to)
on the plus side I:
1. have amazing and knowledgeable partners.
2. have a very understanding wife.
3. have kids who sleep at night.
4. Live in an amazing place.
5. can use modern equipment and technology to cover up for my weaknesses.
6. enjoy my UKC persona very much (however I think it is perceived).
I am currently procrastinating... listening to recordings of students destroying my language. I understand how you all feel when i try to speak English