In reply to KellyKettle:
I think this is quite normal after a scare, and an important part of becoming a mature, experienced climber.
Some years ago I was just going for the crux moves on a route in Dartmoor when some guy shouted "erm what route are you on". I totally lost my focus and starting faffing and telling him to wait a minute in typical British style. Next thing I knew I had come off, and was slightly disappointed to note that my top cam broke the flake it was behind, followed by the next small cam ripping to. I was held on the lowest bit of gear but not before I had kicked my belayer in the head, who held on valiantly.
At the time I though nothing of it, but it was the first time gear my gear had failed.
A few weeks later, I set off on a traverse at Gogarth, placing cams as I went. All I could see was the cams ripping as I hurtled towards the sea/rocks below.
About half hour after I had set off on the pitch, I returned to the starting ledge a gibbering wreck, much to the amusement of my partner, who swapped and cruised the pitch.
For me, it took a while to regain confidence, which I did just by leading regularly, and making sure I focused on the climbing, and all the positives, rather than ripping gear.
However, it was a useful lesson for me, that cams, are not always bomber, and it made me take more care and place gear as well as I possibly could.
Since then, I have had at least 3 significant falls, where holds have come off in my hand or feet. In all of them, no gear ripped and they didn't affect my confidence.
I would advise, be aware of the risks, make your choice then once made go for it with full confidence and focus on the climbing.
Hope my experience helps, and enjoy your climbing 😀