In reply to Sircumfrins:
Sir
I applaud your devotion, your optimism, and your self-belief. I hope you find what you are looking for, and whilst I don't think that you will be fruitful in your goal, I wish you every success in your endeavour. I think it is sufficient to be so driven.
I am most impressed with your "never say die" attitude, and your unrepentant certainty that you will succeed, in the face of so many nay-sayers, and criticisms. I for one have never seen such a side in myself, and sometimes wish that I did have the motivation, and total, unshakable self-belief that you posses. I believe that it is a trait to be applauded, for surely the greatest achievements of any era (in any field) come from those who are most driven, and who believe that they can make it work!
If Dave McLeod had decided that "The Dumbarton Project" was beyond his physical capabilities, then we would not have an E11. It was his belief that made it possible, and his persistence, in the face of criticism, that allowed him to struggle through, until his ultimate success.
I wish you well, and I for one believe that even should you not achieve your goal, you will drive yourself even further forward the next time around.
I look forwards to seeing reports on your progress.