In reply to sebastian dangerfield:
You asked so here it is.
My story is I used to get depressed, you know the sort, really black debilitating black holes that suck you down till you can't function. And now I don't. But how I got from there to here wasn't easy, I have learned certain things that are "tricks" if you like to help but I will come to them later.
First off for me I reached a point where I had gone down as far as I could go, very suicidal but, if I am honest, not wanting to take that final step. My life was shit and I was stuck. I really hated myself and all the things about me but didn't quite have it in me to pull the plug. So I took a sideways jump and stopped being me. I moved out of my house to stay with a friend, I cut my hair, had an eye test and was delighted to be told I needed specs, refused to answer to my old nickname. I took 6 months off work in the end and tried to build a new personality. But of course you can't escape from yourself and no matter how I dressed it up I was still the person I had always been. Still depressed but pretending to be someone else and having arguments in my head. But the really important thing was that I was fed up of being depressed. I really didn't want to be depressed anymore, not in the old way of being depressed and wishing that if only X, Y or Z would happen then I would be happy but of really not wanting to be depressed ever! No matter what. But of course I was still depressed, depression was something you just had. You could struggle with it but you could never completely win, that was how I felt.
In a way I was primed for change, I was looking for my "get out of jail free" card and I found it in two simple comments made to me. "Each person is responsible for their own emotional well being, you can not make anyone else happy if they don't want to be" and "You are responsible for your own well being". Two comments which in themselves are nothing, but on the back of everything else laid the final pieces in the jigsaw. I knew I could change I just had to embrace it and work on it. Well the eventual outcome was that I don't get depressed. I get annoyed, I get pissed off I even feel out of sorts if things are not going well but none of it sticks. But one can't be too complacent so I wrote down the main points to remind myself for when I forget.
1. Each person is responsible for their own emotional well being. You can not make someone else happy if they don't want to be.
2. You are responsible for your own well being. No one can help you as much as you help yourself and no one can harm you as much as you can harm yourself.
3. Don't try to be happy. It is better to work on being calm and not just in meditation but at all times, especially stressful ones. Calm will help you cope with problems and extend happiness by default.
4. Slow down. If you feel yourself rushed and you don't want to be then stop and take stock. calm decisions are better than stressed ones.
5. It is impossible to be happy all the time. We have illnesses, accidents and other troubles which come to bother us. The trick is to seperate the wheat from the chaff, not waste time on the imagined problems and deal calmly and systematically with the real.
6. Melodrama NEVER helps a situation.
7. Sometimes emotions and feelings that are uncomfortable take hold of us. Roll with them and don't give them purchase. Stand back and view them as mere "things" that come and go like leaves on the wind. Observe them, watch them and let them go. If you fear in your mind that you will fall then fall and embrace the falling (we are talking metaphorically here in case folk are too literal), when you have fallen as far as you can go you will still be there.
8.Think to yourself "I am lucky". Look for the good in all situations. 90% of our situation is down to outlook and attitude. Look for the bad and you will surely find it look for the good and it will be there.
9. Know your strengths and acknowledge them. Have realistic and achievable aims but don't under sell yourself. Work on one thing at a time.
10 Be honest with yourself and others.
Not been depressed for 12 years and counting but I don't like to get complacent