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Well I thought that was an excellent piece of writing, well done. And I think it’s a fascinating subject matter too, one that, perhaps ironically, you seem to have a really good understanding of. To that end, I can’t offer you any advice, the questions you pose in the article are followed by the answers that I would have provided.
All I can do really is share a part of my own story. I feel like I’m emerging from a ten year coma. For the best part of a decade I’ve battled with muscle imbalances, with constant pain and discomfort, and felt completely lost because of it. My identity as a climber, as an athlete, as someone who thrives on physical work, disappeared. And as a result, I retreated within myself. I talked to people less and less, and became more insular. I tried to find solutions to the problem through physio but it’s only been in the last two years that any progress has been made. And it was so microscopic that it didn’t really change my day to day outlook. And then a few months ago, I had a major breakthrough and almost overnight regained the body I used to have. The effect that this has had, and continues to have, on my attitude surprises me daily.
I find myself engaging naturally with complete strangers, colleagues, family and friends in a way I haven’t for a long, long time. Without any real thought, I’m doing things in the hills that I couldn’t even have contemplated before, and I’m returning home from long days of training and work feeling energised and wide awake. And funnily enough, I feel more now than ever I could walk away from climbing because it would be my choice. It’s not being forced upon me. But that’s my story. I don’t know what will work for you, but it sounds like you’re on your way to figuring it out. I wish you luck. And keep up the writing.