In reply to Coel Hellier:
> My story is that for the first two nights after a major operation I had no problems with it, then on the third night I got into quite a disturbed state of mind, thinking that the patient in the bed opposite me was the Anti-Christ who was about to kill us all. It wasn't nice.
Unpleasant indeed! (Especially for one who doesn't believe in Christ
> Through most of the next day I was ok, but when trying to get to sleep that night, whenever I closed my eyes my whole vision field was filled with an inky black oozing malevolence. Even though I was desperately in need of sleep, this was too nasty for me to close my eyes. At that point I called a nurse who reduced the dose to half, and I was then fine and fell asleep.
That does sound pretty horrible. The only other time I've had hallucinations was in the context of sleep deprivation due to shift work... or rather a lack of the shift ending irrespective of the so-called EWTD. That was equally scary, and lucky given that I was leaving work when they started.
> Would I be willing to take it again if needed? Yes, because it is utterly wonderful for pain relief, almost like magic. But I would take a more proactive approach to talking to the nurses about the dose level, and cutting it down at the first sign of issues.
Yes I would too. Mind you I've given it to patients in severe pain numerous times and it is a relief to witness their relief, if you see what I mean.