In reply to koopa:
> Im very frustrated at this, I wonder if anyone has experienced what im going through or has any advice what i can do to "remedy" my situation?
What you need is a dog, get very attached to it over say over three years, watch it take a nose dive health wise, come to realise that you will have to have it put down, take it for a walk and watch its back end give way, come to realise that you have to have it put down again and stop kidding yourself, (for added effect enter the room to find "babe" on telly - the bit where the pig is dying on the rug in front of the fire and the farmer starts singing), take it to the vets and have it put down, come home to have your missus have a go at you for not having it put down, throw the still warm dog collar at her whilst putting all emotion to the back of your mind to fester and no doubt turn into a mental illness.
Start walking about 8 - 12 miles a day and do about 50 pull ups a day (in reps of 10).
Start divorce proceedings a couple of weeks later (for unrelated matters but basically due to realising that the woman that you've loved for the last 14 years is nothing more than a moaning, winging, chubby fat f*ck git that justs lies on the sofa stuffing crips into her f*cking fat face), get told you've got to move out of the house (the one that you've worked your tits off paying for and doing up for years)the week before Christmas and continue with the walking, increasing it to 16 miles a day in order to retain any ounce of sanity that hasn't already been sucked out of you.
You should loose about 15Kg and start looking like the bloke you were before being immancipated by incessive nagging.
Have fun.